My Hallway

Creeping down the silent hallway.

Where the spiders live and the rats roam.

Where the jerks annoy me and the pretty girls kill my confidence.

And there you are. There you are my love waiting for me.

I walk towards you ignoring the laughing and my own degrading thoughts.

All I see is you and I go into a fantasy land.

Where you are the only thing I think about.

Then I see you walking away, slowly away.

Every step stomping on my heart.

Then tears enter the hallway. I slowly twist a knife through my chest.

Blood filled pain makes its way out of me.

It whispers menacingly to me

“Everyone hates you no one cares why are you here but to hurt.

You don’t deserve to love another.”

The hallway turns so dark that I see nothing. It feels like the silent dark is drowning me. I can’t breathe here. I can’t see here, no one cares here so why am I here?