Happiness, Sadness and Me

I want to meet happiness .

I want it to stay with me forever, but it always seems like when I get close it runs away.

I don’t think happiness likes me very much.

It teases me all the time. It shows me laughter but only give me the imitation of it and that doesn’t even last long.

But sadness likes me a lot.

Sadness gives rain to my eyes.

Pain to my heart.

It traps me in a gate and we play all day.

I was thinking maybe if I lose sadness the happiness will come.

But I have become prone to Sadness being there for me.

Whenever I need it.  Giving me forbidden thoughts that only we share.

Insert ending here…